Wednesday, May 27, 2009/ -5/27/2009 03:33:00 PM
went to the doctor again this morning. but to my family doc instead. had vomited last night since 10plus to 11 plus. den slept till 12plus and woke up again and vomited all the way to 7. then slept till 8 and woke up to prepare to go to the doctor. its all due to the asthma medication i ate ytd that causes this viral gastric. eat what vomit what. drink what vomit what. eat medication also all come out. vomit till nothing inside stomach still vomitting. this is the first time it happens to be so serious that i have to sit infront of the toilet bowl.
but right now, im feeling so much better after the scary jabjab. at least i manage to slp when i reach home just now till 2plus. mc till tml. please let me recover fast. i don't want anything like this to happen again. the feeling is so terrible =(
Tuesday, May 26, 2009/ -5/26/2009 08:10:00 PM
what's the problem now? can't i go to the doctor when im not feeling well? do you even care what the doctor say before u start scolding me? what's more when im use my own money to see the doctor. i'm not using your single cent and there you are scolding me once you see the bag of medication that's i brought home.
could you care abit more? instead of scolding me could you just ask what happen? instead of saying i keep going out that's why i fell sick could you say it must be that's i work too hard and has din't have the time to take care of my health? can you just ask me to take care of myself instead of blaming me for being sick?
yes! i'm always sick. so? you think i want it this way? i'm not feeling well here you know? maybe a little bit of your concern can make me feel better? all you know is to scold me and get angry with me for being sick and start slamming things.
Just what have i done wrong?
You know, i'm so very much disappointed.
Monday, May 25, 2009/ -5/25/2009 10:04:00 PM
got myself a netbook yesterday through auntaunt help. and retard turn by turn carrying. thankyou (:
work was as usual today. n im still bsbh-ing. better den nth to do.
after work went to collect my netbook slipcase. & im suffering from sever headaches right now =(( hope that i'll get better soon.
Monday, May 11, 2009/ -5/11/2009 02:09:00 PM
over here, everyone is so fake. maybe i shouldn't say everyone. there are still good ones.
i don't see happy faces here cos ppl are saying bad about each other.
aren't they a family? or should i say.. u guys really is a family?
i don't see any family which behaves this way.
one listens to the wife who is trying to spoil relationship of everyone.
one listens to the guy who wants to conquer everything.
the husband listens to the wife and misunderstood everyone.
keeps saying he knows everything when he doesn't seems to.
the one who listens to the guy nv revoke. but just listen n listen n do what he says.
maybe this is the only way to know that they're a family.
i think u guys don't understand what im typing.
it's alright. neither do i.
i just know.
i'm not happy.
not at al.
Friday, May 1, 2009/ -5/01/2009 06:28:00 PM
was freaking pissed off by some freaking idiots who find some idiotic reasons for a fight. Needless to say, idiots always does that.
If i dare to blog it out here, i'm not at all worried if anyone will see this.
1. Don't unreasonably tell me that your laptop is hot when i just on it for a moment.
2. You don't always plug in your cooler, not that i'm not aware about it. & when i ask u you said you plugged it in everytime. Why say obvious lies?
3. You don't have to act big. You're not big. That's the fact. Nobody in the house have to give you face. Getting angry after those unreasonable acts. Isn'e that what elephants do?
4. There's nothing to be proud of having a laptop. I DON'T NEED YOUR LAPTOP TO SURVIVE. Afterall, you din't pay for it. What's there to be proud of?
5. I din't even hear a thanks from you after helping you with getting a cooler that time. Here you are, getting angry over "this-is-nothing-wrong" issue.
Why don't you just get back to China. Are you aware of how peaceful the house is when you're away. Not happy go lah. Everyday come back show people your face. Nobody in the world owes you anything alright. Whenever you get angry, why don't you think of how you got help from this person before? Won't you even feel grateful about the things around you? You can go if you're unhappy. That SO FINE. Don't always take things for granted and grumble to explain how pathetic you are. If your friends ever see how you behaves at home, they'll definitely denies that you're their frd. I always see how you act infront of your friend and how you acts at home. Two freaking different people. Hey girl, its time for some reflection. Grow up man. You think you still small ar. Don't know how to think? By venting your anger on others won't get you anywhere.
You can go and complain to the whole world and tell them how unfair you're treated, that might be true at times. But why don't you tell others how brave you are to always vent your anger at home? They won't say that you're superb alright. You're just CHILDISH.
Think of what your mistakes before you tell the world.