Thursday, June 11, 2009/ -6/11/2009 12:26:00 PM
I don't care abit about what you say about me to others nor do i care with the things that you're unhappy about. I pretty much thought that i did nothing wrong except for waking dad up. I didn't want to make that step but you made me do so. You think i have a choice? Everytime i try to talk to you nicely you always reply me with those bu shuang voice. What you expect me to do? reply back to you nicely again?
Yes. You're already good enough to have let me off the light and use your ear piece cos i want to sleep and you wanna use your lappy. But have you give more thoughts for others? I know you don't have to sleep. but this doesn't apply to others too. Will you ever understand. All you thought was that the world is so unfair to you. Yes. lights off and ear piece plugged in. BUT, are you aware that there's still mouse clicks and the so loud keyboard typing.
I need to sleep you know. I have work and im sick. Even if i don't have work and is not sick i think you still have to think of others. Do you actually know why a bedroom is named as a bed room? Because it has bed in the room and bed is meant for ppl to rest and sleep when they need to do so. I have been bearing this for week. Even after confronting you yesterday, you still refused to accomodate with request and even ask me to go to the living room to sleep. I think you are the one who needs to go to the living room to use your lappy because ppl needs to sleep in the bedroom. Have you thought about this point? And i know im wrong to make dad wake up and say you. I admit it was my fault. I didn't want to. could you please be more understanding? You played till midnight everynight and how you expect me to sleep. Do you know that im suffering from headaches because of that. And have been visting the doctor so much yet i didn't speak a word. Are you going to pay for my medical fees? Im not rich, i have no money. I can't afford to keep tolerating and keep visiting the doctor everytime.
You can scold me for all you want. Show everybody black face. Nobody will think they did anything wrong. You are the inconsiderate one. Speak the whole truth to your friends. Don't just say part of the stories and you see what they say. Even if they didn't say out, im pretty sure what they're thinking.
Every early morning you woke up and do your things and i don't know why you have to be so loud. I can tolerate that. Maybe you're just this way. Im already trying to make the slightest sound and there you go being unhappy.
Think before you say me. Have you did wrong. Think before you blame on others.
I could have just went out to the living room and sleep when you ask me to yesterday. But hey! i didn't. Do you know why? If i did that, mum and dad sure ask why. And you'll get it even more. And next you will think that im saying bads behind your back. i don't do that and i dislike it so much.
I don't know what you're unhappy about me with. Im not sure. Was it because i wore your socks mistakenly or what? I really don't know. If it is because of a pair of socks. I'll buy a identical pair for you. and for that, i really did not do it on purpose beacuse i don't have the time to remember what color socks i have. If you're so unhappy about that, please buy a different design socks next time.
I don't know why you're so unhappy with me. This has made not only you but also me unhappy. I haven't been speaking much in the house for a long time already. It's impossible for me to shut up totally. Since this has made you and me so unhappy, I'll try to speak to dad about moving out of the house when i get the chance. If only this could make you feel that the world is fair, i'll do it if he allows. This is all I can do. Please understand.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009/ -6/10/2009 10:14:00 PM
Today, is the first day that i finally feel better since don't know when i get sick. but still gotta see doctor tomorrow for that yi li thing. if everythig's alright tomorrow, then i will not have the need to visit the hospital on friday. I want to be healthy again!!! I want to eat all the stuffs that i like!! EVERYTHINGG!! =P
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I WANT TO SEE TANPEIWEN SOON!
Monday, June 1, 2009/ -6/01/2009 03:30:00 PM
oh my! i'm gonna have my first lesson today at 4.25 and its now idiotically 3.30 ALREADY! >.< hope everything goes smoothly!!! PLEASE DUN BE NERVOUS =Z