Saturday, October 31, 2009/ -10/31/2009 09:05:00 PM
maybe i could be much straight forward and get myself a new environment. felt like thats hundred and millions of stress up there on my head. not work stress. its just a matter of facing them. people who often complain behind your back because of things i do and things i didn't. if you're the only one left in the office, the only one doing all the work den you will understand. i understand that this is a family business i have no right to say anythg. i have no rights to say that you're wrong about complaining me or stuffs like that. n because this is a family business, i shldnt interfere too much. so i'm always sitting down doing all that work that im suppose to do and shut my mouth up. you complain what, i do what i can on the things that you complain. but, this is neverending. sometimes i really couldnt take it anymore n i just wanna go because i think you guys have been so unfair. sometimes i think, y shld i even be here. i do n do n do like a crazy idiot n i dun know what i get at the end of the day. i make sure i sleep early everynight, i struggled to get up every morning to make sure i reach duper early, i make sure i keep doing things to make sure im very occupied to make sure people dun get any chance to complain about me, i even make myself go back late to finish all the work i have. QUIT!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009/ -10/07/2009 09:46:00 PM
Grandma, please spare me a space to stay.