speakmyth0ught-s

2010-08-24T14:47:00.001+08:00

Sigh.. Work has been taking up most of my time.. How i wish that i can stop working some days so i won't be that left out. =(

2010-07-25T13:05:00.002+08:00

How can life be so unfair?

2010-07-10T12:27:00.002+08:00

is it so difficult for u to admit your mistakes?

human learn from their mistakes, don't they?

if yo dun admit, how are you gg to learn?

2010-06-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

Please! Hope everythg will go smootlhy >.<

2010-06-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

a leopard never changes its spots.

2010-04-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

too stunned to know what to do

2010-04-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

Maybe i was a little straight forward this time round. I hope my choice of saying out instead of keeping it to myself is right. I can feel that all the answers are not really from the heart. You can choose not to be true with the answers you gave me but at least you have to be truthful to yourself.
As long as you know what you're doing. As long as you think thats its alright. Then, i'm alright.

All jealousy must be strangled in its birth, or time will soon make it strong enough to overcome the truth.

Davenant

2010-04-14T13:05:00.002+08:00

pretty bored over at work now. till i finally decided to blog.

was back from KL on monday. Trip there was relaxing except for the part where im worried that i'll lose my way =x &&& BKK trip has been postponed to december instead. such a long wait =.=

there's nothing much i have to blog about cos im jus trying to kill my time thru blogging but it doesnt seems to hlp at all. >.<

y headache =(

2010-01-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

My sudden urge to learn bike pops up again!!!!! >.< But i think i should like how to cycle first. =x but ah hui's attempt to teach me how to cycle years back failed. =S howhow!! i really wanna learn!!
Days ago was thinking whether to get a class 3 licence cos ah boy wish is to get a manual car next time n i only got a class 3A. However, after much consideration, i still dislike e idea =x so.....

There are so many things that i wanna doooooooo. but there's really not enough time larrrrrrr. >.< GIVE ME TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-01-11T20:00:00.002+08:00

Lately, i found out that ever since school started, my time has became lesser and lesser. I have no time to do alot of things. i dun even have the extra time to study for exams and of cos meeting up my friends. Let's hope things gets better and may i get more time. i wana meet up with u guys real soon. let's hope that my schedule allows me to.

Oh ya! have received the results for my first sub alrdy! got an A!! =)) so unexpected as erhemm =x i dun even know how to do e papers >.<

gonna start on new topics tml, n exams for this coming sub will be jus before exams i think. =/ friday finish sub, sat jiu exam =S where got time to study. ZZZ.

DUA PEK GONG BAO YOU ME KAES =))

2010-01-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

feeling rather down

2009-12-30T12:06:00.002+08:00

The year is coming to an end in one more day.
This year, things hasnt been going well, i mean NOT GOOD

I dunno how to say, cos i just don't feel good.

Anyway, hope 2010 will be a good year for me =)

2009-12-23T11:03:00.001+08:00

riafnu

2009-12-06T20:40:00.001+08:00

= think im gonna kill myself for DUNNO how to do that question for exams. i reallyreallyreally knew de! but y e hell did i forget at the very moment. ass! sure flunk this time.

2009-11-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

im feeling so freaking stressed up. i have no extra time to do my assignments which are gonna be due on tuesday. i have no time to study for my exams which is one this coming saturday. i do not have enough time with boyf. i do not have time for grandma visits. i still have idiotic bridging lessons tml from 9am to 6pm. WTH la. SUNDAY LEH! n there's work on monday again. assignments to be handed in on tuesday. lessons on tuesday as well as wednesday. thursday n friday where got enough time to study when i have work n i dun understand at least half of the topic! n my shoulder ache is acting up like always. i cant eat all the nice food i wan due to braces. swallowing everything makes me dun even have e appetite to eat. n worse is dad is now overseas, which makes me need to be extra careful when driving. my life is so miserable =(

2009-11-03T09:22:00.001+08:00

first day of school was quite alright. the class was quite quiet i guess. had a little difficulty to understand wad the lecturer was talking about till the later part where i manage to catch up. it was quite tiring though. hope i can get use to it and cope well.

hais. things here are still not very alright. i guess i need to find time to talk to them.

2009-10-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

maybe i could be much straight forward and get myself a new environment. felt like thats hundred and millions of stress up there on my head. not work stress. its just a matter of facing them. people who often complain behind your back because of things i do and things i didn't. if you're the only one left in the office, the only one doing all the work den you will understand. i understand that this is a family business i have no right to say anythg. i have no rights to say that you're wrong about complaining me or stuffs like that. n because this is a family business, i shldnt interfere too much. so i'm always sitting down doing all that work that im suppose to do and shut my mouth up. you complain what, i do what i can on the things that you complain. but, this is neverending. sometimes i really couldnt take it anymore n i just wanna go because i think you guys have been so unfair. sometimes i think, y shld i even be here. i do n do n do like a crazy idiot n i dun know what i get at the end of the day. i make sure i sleep early everynight, i struggled to get up every morning to make sure i reach duper early, i make sure i keep doing things to make sure im very occupied to make sure people dun get any chance to complain about me, i even make myself go back late to finish all the work i have.

QUIT!

2009-10-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

Grandma, please spare me a space to stay.

2009-09-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

let's hope that i'll get good news tmls (: *prays*

2009-08-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

feeling so pissed off.

2009-08-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

happy 15th =)

2009-08-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

super unhappy now lah. no amount of shopping can help !!!!!!111

2009-08-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &$^#^%#$@!

2009-08-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Was rather occupied at work today as there was endless work to be done. Hope this few days will pass faster! dandan's gonna be out this friday!! xD hope he's doing good right now. Was rather moody when otw to bus stop today. till then i heard somebody talking to his friend saying: "wah! so fast hor! today jiu like tt pass le!" and then i start to smile like a idiot =l its good to hear something so encouraging lor. to me it is lah. i've been walking here and there when im out on my own. this kind of feeling sucks so much. but of cos im gonna bear with it.

ANYWAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA, AH HUI'S PAPA andandand AMARPREET =)Stay healthy and happy alrights >.-

2009-08-01T10:59:00.001+08:00

GOSH! I cant believe that there's really so much for me to do!! When then can finish huh?

2009-07-31T21:00:00.001+08:00

i promise that i have to be a taitai next time so that i do not have to think about how terrible will work be tomorrow!

2009-07-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

Gosh. im only left with tomorrow before i resume work on saturday! time is passing so fast =/ how good will it be if i can have another month off. but its rather impossible larh.

dandan's done his ns for 20 days? already. and i he's gonna go outfield? for training for 8days and 7 nights which means he cant bring his phone along.. well, i can bear with it just hope that he will do fine inside. =)

and right now, im not feeling well again! i think the worm inside my stomach isnt working thus the things that i ate earlier doesnt seems to be able to digest.. COME ON! WORMY! GET TO WORK ALRIGHT!

2009-06-11T12:26:00.002+08:00

I don't care abit about what you say about me to others nor do i care with the things that you're unhappy about. I pretty much thought that i did nothing wrong except for waking dad up. I didn't want to make that step but you made me do so. You think i have a choice? Everytime i try to talk to you nicely you always reply me with those bu shuang voice. What you expect me to do? reply back to you nicely again?

Yes. You're already good enough to have let me off the light and use your ear piece cos i want to sleep and you wanna use your lappy. But have you give more thoughts for others? I know you don't have to sleep. but this doesn't apply to others too. Will you ever understand. All you thought was that the world is so unfair to you. Yes. lights off and ear piece plugged in. BUT, are you aware that there's still mouse clicks and the so loud keyboard typing.

I need to sleep you know. I have work and im sick. Even if i don't have work and is not sick i think you still have to think of others. Do you actually know why a bedroom is named as a bed room? Because it has bed in the room and bed is meant for ppl to rest and sleep when they need to do so. I have been bearing this for week. Even after confronting you yesterday, you still refused to accomodate with request and even ask me to go to the living room to sleep. I think you are the one who needs to go to the living room to use your lappy because ppl needs to sleep in the bedroom. Have you thought about this point? And i know im wrong to make dad wake up and say you. I admit it was my fault. I didn't want to. could you please be more understanding? You played till midnight everynight and how you expect me to sleep. Do you know that im suffering from headaches because of that. And have been visting the doctor so much yet i didn't speak a word. Are you going to pay for my medical fees? Im not rich, i have no money. I can't afford to keep tolerating and keep visiting the doctor everytime.

You can scold me for all you want. Show everybody black face. Nobody will think they did anything wrong. You are the inconsiderate one. Speak the whole truth to your friends. Don't just say part of the stories and you see what they say. Even if they didn't say out, im pretty sure what they're thinking.

Every early morning you woke up and do your things and i don't know why you have to be so loud. I can tolerate that. Maybe you're just this way. Im already trying to make the slightest sound and there you go being unhappy.

Think before you say me. Have you did wrong. Think before you blame on others.

I could have just went out to the living room and sleep when you ask me to yesterday. But hey! i didn't. Do you know why? If i did that, mum and dad sure ask why. And you'll get it even more. And next you will think that im saying bads behind your back. i don't do that and i dislike it so much.

I don't know what you're unhappy about me with. Im not sure. Was it because i wore your socks mistakenly or what? I really don't know. If it is because of a pair of socks. I'll buy a identical pair for you. and for that, i really did not do it on purpose beacuse i don't have the time to remember what color socks i have. If you're so unhappy about that, please buy a different design socks next time.

I don't know why you're so unhappy with me. This has made not only you but also me unhappy. I haven't been speaking much in the house for a long time already. It's impossible for me to shut up totally. Since this has made you and me so unhappy, I'll try to speak to dad about moving out of the house when i get the chance. If only this could make you feel that the world is fair, i'll do it if he allows. This is all I can do. Please understand.

2009-06-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

Today, is the first day that i finally feel better since don't know when i get sick. but still gotta see doctor tomorrow for that yi li thing. if everythig's alright tomorrow, then i will not have the need to visit the hospital on friday. I want to be healthy again!!! I want to eat all the stuffs that i like!! EVERYTHINGG!! =P

&&&&

I WANT TO SEE TANPEIWEN SOON!

2009-06-01T15:30:00.001+08:00

oh my! i'm gonna have my first lesson today at 4.25 and its now idiotically 3.30 ALREADY! >.< hope everything goes smoothly!!! PLEASE DUN BE NERVOUS =Z

2009-05-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

went to the doctor again this morning. but to my family doc instead. had vomited last night since 10plus to 11 plus. den slept till 12plus and woke up again and vomited all the way to 7. then slept till 8 and woke up to prepare to go to the doctor. its all due to the asthma medication i ate ytd that causes this viral gastric. eat what vomit what. drink what vomit what. eat medication also all come out. vomit till nothing inside stomach still vomitting. this is the first time it happens to be so serious that i have to sit infront of the toilet bowl.

but right now, im feeling so much better after the scary jabjab. at least i manage to slp when i reach home just now till 2plus. mc till tml. please let me recover fast. i don't want anything like this to happen again. the feeling is so terrible =(

2009-05-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

what's the problem now? can't i go to the doctor when im not feeling well? do you even care what the doctor say before u start scolding me? what's more when im use my own money to see the doctor. i'm not using your single cent and there you are scolding me once you see the bag of medication that's i brought home.

could you care abit more? instead of scolding me could you just ask what happen? instead of saying i keep going out that's why i fell sick could you say it must be that's i work too hard and has din't have the time to take care of my health? can you just ask me to take care of myself instead of blaming me for being sick?

yes! i'm always sick. so? you think i want it this way? i'm not feeling well here you know? maybe a little bit of your concern can make me feel better? all you know is to scold me and get angry with me for being sick and start slamming things.

Just what have i done wrong?

You know, i'm so very much disappointed.

2009-05-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

got myself a netbook yesterday through auntaunt help. and retard turn by turn carrying. thankyou (:

work was as usual today. n im still bsbh-ing. better den nth to do.

after work went to collect my netbook slipcase. & im suffering from sever headaches right now =(( hope that i'll get better soon.

2009-05-11T14:09:00.002+08:00

over here, everyone is so fake. maybe i shouldn't say everyone. there are still good ones.
i don't see happy faces here cos ppl are saying bad about each other.
aren't they a family? or should i say.. u guys really is a family?
i don't see any family which behaves this way.

one listens to the wife who is trying to spoil relationship of everyone.
one listens to the guy who wants to conquer everything.

the husband listens to the wife and misunderstood everyone.
keeps saying he knows everything when he doesn't seems to.

the one who listens to the guy nv revoke. but just listen n listen n do what he says.

maybe this is the only way to know that they're a family.

i think u guys don't understand what im typing.
it's alright. neither do i.

i just know.

i'm not happy.
not at al.

2009-05-01T18:28:00.003+08:00

was freaking pissed off by some freaking idiots who find some idiotic reasons for a fight. Needless to say, idiots always does that.

If i dare to blog it out here, i'm not at all worried if anyone will see this.

1. Don't unreasonably tell me that your laptop is hot when i just on it for a moment.
2. You don't always plug in your cooler, not that i'm not aware about it. & when i ask u you said you plugged it in everytime. Why say obvious lies?
3. You don't have to act big. You're not big. That's the fact. Nobody in the house have to give you face. Getting angry after those unreasonable acts. Isn'e that what elephants do?
4. There's nothing to be proud of having a laptop. I DON'T NEED YOUR LAPTOP TO SURVIVE. Afterall, you din't pay for it. What's there to be proud of?
5. I din't even hear a thanks from you after helping you with getting a cooler that time. Here you are, getting angry over "this-is-nothing-wrong" issue.

Why don't you just get back to China. Are you aware of how peaceful the house is when you're away. Not happy go lah. Everyday come back show people your face. Nobody in the world owes you anything alright. Whenever you get angry, why don't you think of how you got help from this person before? Won't you even feel grateful about the things around you? You can go if you're unhappy. That SO FINE. Don't always take things for granted and grumble to explain how pathetic you are. If your friends ever see how you behaves at home, they'll definitely denies that you're their frd. I always see how you act infront of your friend and how you acts at home. Two freaking different people. Hey girl, its time for some reflection. Grow up man. You think you still small ar. Don't know how to think? By venting your anger on others won't get you anywhere.

You can go and complain to the whole world and tell them how unfair you're treated, that might be true at times. But why don't you tell others how brave you are to always vent your anger at home? They won't say that you're superb alright. You're just CHILDISH.

Think of what your mistakes before you tell the world.

2009-04-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

has been working all day long. killing flies in the office and communicating with photocopier as well as computers. lunch would be time to eat my fried drumdrum with plain rice or sometimes with a additional egg. after lunch will be exercising with can drinks..

i have a nice job, with free transport, free breakfast & lunch, plenty slacking time, time to explore different ways to kill flies, chances to communicate with e copier and to stare at the phone hoping that it doesnt ring.

i think im having this - "when-office-phone-rings" phobia.. i hated so much when it rings and feels so reluctant to answer all the call.. i was hoping that i could plug out the phone line when i find it one day..

things repeated like the same everyday.. >.<

2009-04-08T22:33:00.001+08:00

Gotten grandma news from mum just now..
her hand can't be operated due to her age...
hope she'll get better as days goes by..
ah ma ah ma!! PRAWN MEEEE >.<
must faster ok alrights! =)

2009-04-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

if everyone could understand, then there could be peace.

2009-04-03T23:09:00.005+08:00

All about Today.

Today, i nearly fell down at my door steps when i was rushing out for work.
Today, i received a call from aunt telling me that grandma had a fall.
Today, I couldn't find dandan when i went to the coffee shop for lunch. Lucky his grandma was there.
Today, i checked my application results for poly.
Today, my application was unsuccessful and i appealed.
Today, i hope appeal results will be a success though i dun feel like studying there.
Today, grandma has to be hospitalised for a operation.
Today, i went to the doctor to see whether is there any improvements.
Today, Dr Pricillia is not there and i have to go again tomorrow.
Today, i accompanied dandan to waslked a long way to collect his car.
Today, his car wasn't ready for collection.
Today, dandan told me to agree to what he says about cars thing like how his sister always reply him.
Today, i felt so upset.
Today, i hope he can treat me like me.
Today, i had to walk the long way out again to take bus.
Today, i went to the hospital to visit grandma.
Today, i saw her in pain.
Today, i felt so sad for her.
Today, i hope she will get well soon.
Today, no one can understand me.
Today, i went for a refreshing bath which i thought could help.
Today, i think the above doesn't help.

Tomorrow: Let's not be unhappy anymore! Today's gonna be over soon! It's gonna be tml!
Me: But Tomorrow, tomorrow de you will be today.. It still the same.

I hated today so much that i want to kill today!!!!!

='(

Ah ma ahhhh, you have not cooked prawn noodle for me yet lehhhhh.. Faster ok hor =))

2009-03-28T13:16:00.002+08:00

Doctor visiting yesterday for that strange looking thing.. Antibiotics again =.= hais.. i wonder when can i stay away from any medication... i think i eat more medications than food for these 20 years lor. zzz. Anyway, its looking better now =) If everything goes smoothly, there will be no need for the doctor to take tt thing out =)) *prays dua pek gong* I'll be alright.. i hope so =)

Gonna visit e cemetary to do grandma praying session at 3 am laterrr.. n there's a celebration for hl's bdae at 7 pm.. before that gotta get hl pressie.. shall use all the time to grab some sleep! QY's a panda already after today she's gonna be pandapanda =((

2009-03-20T18:48:00.002+08:00

holidays are as boring as i thought.
i wanna go outttttttttt!!
have been locked at home to cure that strange looking thingy =((
I WANNAAA GOOO OUTTTTTTTT!!
SOMEBODY PLS RESCUE MEEEEEE!!

i want to eat my delipotato!
i want to eat my durian puff!
i want to eat alot of seoul garden mealss!
i want to go out go out go out!!

can't decide on whether to start learning carcar or work firrsst now.. result y dun faster come outtttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!

2009-03-10T20:17:00.001+08:00

EXAAMMMSSSSSSS OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!! xDDDD

OVERRRRRRRR! OVERR! OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! xDDDDD

2009-03-07T10:14:00.002+08:00

Exams is like 3 days away.. & i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere...
faster give me e mood to study larrrrr...

&

my idiotic phone died on me at this time of the year =/
how to concentrate leiiii???

>.<

2009-02-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

how?? =

2009-02-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

this is unbearable...

2009-01-31T14:47:00.001+08:00

1 2 3 4 5

2009-01-28T17:42:00.001+08:00

COME BACK FAST! =(((

1 2 3 4 5

2009-01-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

the guy who went for bball with his friend actually forgotten that it's already 10pm and he hasn't got back home... play dao surname also can forget liao. li hai ba..

hasn't been feeling pretty good recently.. i don't know why. i hope things will get better =)

有时候我需要的只不过是你多一点的主意和关心。很难吗?

2009-01-18T20:50:00.001+08:00

you've got the wrong idea . . .

2009-01-17T17:57:00.003+08:00

not because of holidays or anything. i just don't like the change in you. change to be like last time again? or even picking up on me in things that i do. or is it e trying to get attention from other ppl de action that makes me feel "y must u be like tt" de feeling..

i don't like it.. i know im not you so confirm dunno what you trying you to do.
i might be wrong about what i say budden tt's the feeling that i've gotten from all ur action.
i dun believe my friend is a attention seeker nor someone who likes to find faults on me lah.
i know my temper's super bad that's y it makes me feel irritated at times. and when i get irritated i choose to keep quiet.. don't you know?

but y change? cannot be like after last time and before this time again? and i triple cfm that's it not about whether you gg overseas or whatsoever lah..

somethings are hard really so hard to say out, so its better to be typed out...

2009-01-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS TAN PEI WEN! =)

2009-01-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

Finally finish doing the project except fcr e fonts which i'll change it in school.

Oh ya, grandpa's discharged from hospital ytd!!
BUT went in again today.

Hospitalised Counter: 5 Visits =/

what a project day!

2009-01-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Spend the whole of my 1st January 2009 chionging projects at home. =/ what a start =.= Wanted to watch fireworks last night but was a little too late thus we only head for our 1.30am movie at cathay. Watched Yes man. & at the end of the movie, i told dearest to say yes to my every request =p
Hello dearest, i want a lamborghini, u will get it for me right? =p
i'm left with no more energy so shall stop here to get some rest. needa rush project again tml =////////

2008-12-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

Woke up super duper early again to go praypray with family =.= Went to have breakfast after that and i fall aslp in the car when on the way to our destination. zzz. after breakfast went to ah ma hse and sleep my life away =P

Baobei's getting more & more monsterous as days goes by >.>

Edited

2008-12-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 6.15 when i slept at 3plus going to 4 ytd. Super duper tired. zzz. Went to collect medication with family all the way to 9++ gg to 10. =.= 1++++ hours =/ den went back to ah gong hse to rest awhile before gg for breakfast. After breaskfast went to ah gong hse awhile more den meet tangtang for project =/ after project, meet dandan for awhile to walkwalk around den went to grandma hse to be stuck in the sofa & wishing that i do not have to get up...

&&& after doing our project, we went to t3 &&&& I SAW MICKEY & MINNIE xDDDD

2008-12-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went to Polyclinic for my asthma thingy appointment & YAY!! doctor says that i do not have to go back for further appointments unless im feeling unwell!! xDD

Next ate my brunch and had a haircut =) it has been months since i cuttttt my hairrrr...

2008-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went out with Dearest for Christmas. Steamboat-ed and next we went to catch movie at The Cathay - Bedtime Stories. Not so bad?

& here's e pressie from dandan =D

2008-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Christmas eve with friends =)
Joined Fukus and ling for awhile for a so call dinner & gifts exchanging =)

Before we left, we saw this cutie santa =))

& here's the pressie i got from TPW during e gifts exchanging session =)

Afterwhich, went to ah gong hse for celebration =)))

Gamble Den

The can accomodate alot ppl de kitchen

& here's uncle huat frying the duper nice "Ah Huat Chicken Wings"

Here's Jessica & son

& here comes an end to my Christmas eve...

2008-12-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

Actually, I've already decided not to shoot back regarding this particular topic. BUT, this is really sickening plus irritating plus incorrigible. I only wanna stand in the middle position whereby i side no one. However, this is way too much thus i think i no longer can stay in the position where i am.

First, who is the one who took the first step? Somebody in your family lied. Am i correct to say that? If i'm wrong you can always correct me. =) I'm not sure what happen after they know that you guys lie. But i assume that you all kanna say by some people lah. Then unhappy that's why like that?? You all are wrong, and i know that you guys are trying to save back the situation. During that process, do you think you all still have the right to complaint and give black faces?? This is terribly wrong, do you think so?

Secondly, who is the one who were the one that is posting evidence for the lies that were told? Afterwhich, feeling guilt by deleting the post. Hey, there's no need for you to delete any post. Cos what's done cannot be undone. What's the point now? & by saying all the stuffs that were in your post, do you think that you guys are really trying to do what you should do in order to make up for all the mistakes done? Who do you think is the one that is breaking the bond here when everybody is trying to forgive yet you are there grumbling about how pathetic and how bad we guys are. If you are trying to make people think that you are so ke lian then i think this is no a good way. I've got a better way here - why not all make the matter big lah! Then call the press lor. So that you'll be able to see your faces on the newspaper or even on the news that particular day. Better ma. Let others judge is always better than judging it ourselves. So how?? Wanna make the matter big?? I can always help by calling the press.

Next, I believe that no one is pinpointing on whether who's bad or who's good. Everybody is the same, all breathing the same air. Everybody has a good and a bad side. No one is perfect. All has lied. It's just a matter of whether are you willing to repent from the mistake?

I hope you think through thoroughly. If you don't post in such a manner, then no one will reply back in such a bad way isn't it? & things got bigger because you keep saying. Now you shall go to your room, sit there quietly and think if I'm saying the right thing. If you never keep saying, things won't end up in such situation le. Think, must think and remember to think.

大家都是为了阿公, 那么为何要吵到这种地部呢??

Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS =)) I hope that things will be back like normal during CNY aites >.- COSSS.. i'm no longer pissed after i blogged all this out =D

Good e bye

For your info, it took me half an hour to type out all this =.=

2008-12-22T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm currently somewhat angry with dad for throwing away things that i buy which are kept in the storeroom. I ask you why you wanna throw den u say spoil le. HELLO! Never use before de leh. How to spoil? Stop giving me all your craps okays! What's wrong with you? The package wasn't even tear off lor. den you tear le jiu say spoil le. you think i 3 yr old kid ar =.= I don't care what other stuffs you throw alright. Just stop throwing my mickey stuffs. Otherwise, i'll use my life to fight those things back!

Shall stop that topic, but im gonna continue black facing! Oh ya, grandpa was discharged somedays ago, haven't had the chance to see how's he doing now. But i hope things are getting alittle better.. =) && cousinsss, let's stop spoiling our own relationship over adults stuff.. Who's right & who's wrong, we know it ourselves. Keep it in your heart. There'll be karma. So no point talking bout those stuffs now kkaes =)

Hey, "3 more months" im so upset with the behavior you guys are giving lah. Its sickening lah. YA! 3 more months. Shall not grumble, just bear with it though it sucks so much. But seriously, i don't understandd... don't don't don't don't understandddddd!

Oh ya! tangtang got a shock out of her life when she saw joyce msg! & she msged me right away. lols. =pp

i'm so looking forward to christmas eve & christmas day =)
you guys let me know e plan kaes? so i'll know how much money to catch when dua pek gong rains money on me =P

2008-12-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's happening in the family or should i say even if i know, i'll pretend not to.

Even people in the family must tell lies to get away with part of their reponsibilities. What should we do? All of us have to know that Ah gong belongs to everybody thus no one can shirk responsibility regarding anything about ah gong.

Why do you guys need to tell lies to enjoy yourself outside rather than be good enough to help out? Is this really good? Do you want your child to treat you this way when they grow up in future? No one can tell you what to do but yourself.

老天有眼, 你们的所做所为它都很清楚. Karma. You know what i mean?

2008-12-16T13:57:00.001+08:00

Decided to switch back to blogger =)

Grandpa has been hospitalized again today. it's the 3rd time already. Is everything gonna be alright? I hope so...
&&&!!!! i'm under medication again!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz. just get to stop my asthma medication a few weeks ago & nowwwww!! im on medication again =((( & its gonna be for 6 - 9 monthsssss!!!! =.=